fairymanwench

My life is great. I finally got a new car. Well. Long story short. After years of being paranoid to drive I got over it and got my license, the day after that I got a car. And three days after that, I was rear ended and my car was totaled. Awesome right? Don't text and drive, or you'll rear end some poor girl and her parents while they're stopped at a stoplight on their way to a family party. The insurance money was a bitch to finally get a hold of. And then we had to try and find another 2009 Chevy Aveo LT2 that isn't red. (Since I hate red) Took freaking forever. But now I have a beautiful "Lazer Blue" 2009 Chevy Aveo LT2. He need

I'm a changed person. I've been looking back at old entries into things. Main change, I'm a whole person. Sometimes I'm unhappy. But hell. I don't need any boy to complete me. Not anymore. I don't need someone to live for. I've been trying this new thing, living for myself. and I love it. Yeah. Matt is back in my life. But he's not back in my pants. And he won't be. And he won't be in my life for long. There's just a lot of things that I feel like I need to tell him. Sorry. Is one of the big ones. I was the only person who believed in him. And I let him down. That doesn't excuse what he did to me. I can't wait for Taylor t

I'm great. I'm exponentially happy. If that's even a real adjective. I can't WAIT. for spring. I can't wait to see him. I really don't think I'd be getting through this without him.